Be yourself

2008-10-16

Yep it´s true


We broke up. I dont know why and he doesnt either.. he does but his reason is just funny. He said that we are together for too long and he doesnt see the future in us. I cant believe he could told me everything this way after all we´ve been through. I just feel so betrayed I wasn´t either worth it for him to do it nicely. I didnt want to hear that he loved me so much (and he obviously didnt) and now he is going to kill himself, but just a little bit of empathy would help a lot. Its weird that I am still surprised after the years with him but nobody would think that he will end it like this. But it happened.


The weather is horrible today its just raining and raining and I am at work. The Outlook is out of order so thats very helpful.

Furthermore, I have a school after work . I havent been at this lecture yet so I wonder what its gonna be like. Its name is cultural sightseeing and it should be so bad according to the other classmates. An older teacher (about 99 years old) talks about history for 90 minutes.


I had a french lesson yesterday and it was kind of interesting. The teacher doesnt even care about such silly things like vocabulary or reading so I quess we have to deal with this just by ourselves. He just explains the grammar. That wouldn´t be so bad If I was able to understand a single word in French. This is my second year and I cant even say I live in the Czech Republic.


On the other hand, our English class looks like it will be fun. We have a young teacher from London. Its a guy so no other horribly screaming woman with the weirdest british accent I have ever heard in my entire life.

K.